elanya

Yesterday, I was too brain-dead to achieve anything. I started my day late, and then could't get much done when I tried. Today I am slightly less brain-dead. I didn't sleep well last night (who is shocked, show of hands!), but I decided to medicate my way into some kind of rest by taking some tylenol cold nighttime. So I am really only a little sleepy, but I have that post-drugged brain woozyness.

The fact is that it doesn't really matter, though. I am stuck on the thesis. I can't figure out what to put in my introduction, I don't have any Nevis stuff to work with, and I can't start my conclusion until I am done with everything else - It just doesn't seem right somehow. I could work on getting my bibliography done, I suppose.

At least there are other things to do that are productive, like working on my UCL proposal (which I have been doing), or reading material for my Bremen Cog paper. Those are good things. Still, it is slow going and discouraging. I want a real break, but I don't dare.

I still need to call people about dinner on Friday. I should do that now. Done! Not that I was able to get ahold of many folks...

I also want to do more writing this week if I can, for something... But I am only going to let myself do that if I have *extra* time after I'm done school work. I really do work best on a reward system. Oh, and I suppose I could also do my taxes...

Anyway, I guess that's all. I feel like I could sleep for days. The problem is that there are so few things stopping me from doing juuuust that...