elanya

despite going to be relatively early yesterday (~11:30). I didn't wake up any earlier this morning. And then I spent *more* time faffing around on the internet, to compensate. Logical, of course. I have washed my dishes, but am only now eating breakfast. But it is good: bacon/egg sandwich (yes, with jam), and earl grey tea. I am having a hard time gauging how far along I am on things. but then I think things like "I only have two weeks to finish my paper/chapter for Dr. Ewen, and I am near panic. What am I doing? What am I doing right now? Ahhh!"

I have not got nearly as much done for my thesis as I was hoping I would at this point, although I am sure that I can make up the time next semester.... it scares me to death that I'm off to To in month tomorrow. Where has the time gone?

And despite all this, I feel relaxed and leisurely this morning. Am I more on top of things that I fear? I don't think so. I just don't understand. I'm off to do readings.