elanya

It's ten past eight on a Friday night., and I have nothing to do. I have no friends here close enough that I could call, out of the blue, and even if I did I can't think of anything to do. I can't even go out because its dark, and even if that doesn't intimidated me, it would still be a stupid thing to do. And besides, where would I go?

I have nothing to do here but read, or maybe work, all day, and how inspiring is that? Even if I can think of pointless errands to stir me from the house during daylight, they never last more than an hour, and then it is back to the same.

Its frustrating to think that this city is so lifeless, and that I seem so incapable of making the kind of close friends I had back home Who here would ever call me to invite me out to do something on a whim? No one. Anyone I know here has their own lives, and their own concerns, and people enough to fill them.

I just wonder whether, when the term starts up agian, will things will get better or worse? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with this place?