Bored/lonely/unmotivated

[elanya]

I'm not unhappy, especially. I just wish I had something more exciting to do than I see offered. I am going to try to watch Sin City, I think. I am sure I will like it, I just wish I had someone else to watch it with. I have been thinking about how I wish I had someone to cuddle with but there is no one here :/ I wish that even if I don't have real people around to play with, I had internet people, but it doesn't seem like it is going to happen. And I don't feel like working on any of the stuff I have to work on. I should probably make myself do it regardless :p Meh.

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[eyd-samoht.livejournal.com]

I more often than not get like this too, especially when I haven't had actual meaningful human contact in quite a long time. People say that being single is good, but when I do need someone to cuddle with, there's just nothing to fill that void and I feel like I'm really missing out. Then the loneliness and frustration just spills over into everything else and everything goes to shit. Depressed, and too unmotivated to do something about it. So I do some of the most unhealthy things possible and look at internet personals and/or porn, which of course just makes it so much worse. That's just me I guess. So if I'm ever on IRC talking about this stuff, well there you go.