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posted by [personal profile] elanya at 11:08pm on 17/11/2004
I am angry. I am irrationally, screaming incoherently angry. I am glad that I don't live with anoyone else becuse I'm sure they would be terrified.

Why am I so angry? I can't get my sprint to hook up right. And I can't call their tech support because a: I only have one phone jack that works, so I can't be on the phone and trying to get nline at the same time. b: I *tried* calling anyway and was just on hold for half an hour. c: I am too angry to have a reasonable conversation with a living human person.

Every little tiny thing that does not go my way right now is just an extra little push. Everything. that includes the fact that ICQ just crashed before it loaded because it came up in front of my screen while I was trying to type this entry.

So, to deal with sprint. I can go to their webpage help. That should work out. But it doesn't make me less angry. So what is a girl supposed to do when she is seriously full of psychopathic rage over trivial things that can't be reasoned or rationalized a way? Hrm. I will bend... *something* like a reed in the wind. I'm sure it will be unpleasant.

Edit: you know what? I wrote this, and then airimba crashed. I don't think you can even really imagine what is going through my head.
Mood:: It's a calm, quiet rage atm, but I can still feel it in my back.
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posted by [identity profile] curtana.livejournal.com at 08:20pm on 17/11/2004
It can't be reasoned or rationalized away, but it can be walked away from. Just let it go for the moment. Do something else that will calm you down - take a bath, go for a walk, read a book that's not school-related, brush your hair and apply scented oils, lie down and rest... It's not worth getting this angry over, it's just computer problems. They happen to everyone. You will get them sorted out, but only when you're not enraged. Tomorrow is soon enough. Be at peace, love. *hugs*
 
posted by [identity profile] elanya.livejournal.com at 09:57pm on 17/11/2004
no... I tried doing other things, but that just given me more time to dwell on the fact that I still can't find my social security card, I spent 4 hours in the library today but haven't actually gotten anything more done on any of my projects, and I wasted all the time I was planning on using to work here at home fighting with *both* sets of internet, and since I didn't even manage to get my thing set up, I'll have to waste more time doingit tomorrow, when I'm already loosing my evening to perseity and the lecture. Not including the time I lost this afternoon searching my house. And I never got the SHA stuff finished, either.

Oh, yes, and I'm missing my memory stick.
 
posted by [identity profile] ladyiolanthe.livejournal.com at 08:38pm on 17/11/2004
*huggles*

I've been there; I know what it's like. I'm sorry that you're having so much trouble. Julia has the right idea: at this point, just turn the computer off and go do something relaxing. You can try calling Sprint again tomorrow; perhaps they will be less busy at another time of day.
 
posted by [identity profile] vureoelt.livejournal.com at 06:29am on 18/11/2004
Gah, bastardly. On the other hand, anger might get those Sprint people to DO something... swiftly.

I recommend anything really physically demanding and possibly violent. Karate, cooking preparation that involves a lot of slicing, pounding or whatever...

:\ *stiffens for a swipe and huggles*

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