elanya: Sumerian cuneiform 'Dingir' meaning divine being/sky/heaven (Default)
posted by [personal profile] elanya at 11:21am on 19/08/2005
There doesn't seem to be anything pressing for me to do today...

I don't know if the final bout of vaccuming was enough to make the difference, or oif there is some other power at work, but my allergies and asthma have calmed down. I'm still going to talk to the super about getting the carpets cleaned, if I can catch him.

I am enjoying my read-through A Game of Thrones, except that my book smells very musty for some inexplicable reason, and it is a little distracting. eww? What can I do though?

I don't have anything productive to do today. i e-mailed Rob some DC stuff, and now....??? I could work on the thesis , or on putting together the PHD proposal I need, i suppose.... Maybe I'll read first.

I'm open to other suggestions, though. It is overcast today, so it is likely to be less hot but more humid.
Music:: Scar Tissue - Membrane
Mood:: 'lethargic' lethargic
elanya: Sumerian cuneiform 'Dingir' meaning divine being/sky/heaven (Default)
posted by [personal profile] elanya at 08:15pm on 19/08/2005
It's ten past eight on a Friday night., and I have nothing to do. I have no friends here close enough that I could call, out of the blue, and even if I did I can't think of anything to do. I can't even go out because its dark, and even if that doesn't intimidated me, it would still be a stupid thing to do. And besides, where would I go?

I have nothing to do here but read, or maybe work, all day, and how inspiring is that? Even if I can think of pointless errands to stir me from the house during daylight, they never last more than an hour, and then it is back to the same.

Its frustrating to think that this city is so lifeless, and that I seem so incapable of making the kind of close friends I had back home Who here would ever call me to invite me out to do something on a whim? No one. Anyone I know here has their own lives, and their own concerns, and people enough to fill them.

I just wonder whether, when the term starts up agian, will things will get better or worse? What's wrong with me? What's wrong with this place?
Music:: Faithless - Evergreen
Mood:: 'lonely and bitter' lonely and bitter

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