elanya

I can't find my comb. and when did it get to be almost 7:30? Crap!

I am going to the library until six. Then I am stopping in at Wendy's because I hve been craving onew of their chicken sandwiches all *week* :o

After that I will come home, and call Tsiankiio and Michelle and Dina and see if they are being let out on parole this weekend and if they would maybe like to do something. I am not confident that I'll actually be able to get ahold of them, though.

Probably I will hang around online most of the night hoping for fun, and maybe (finally) watch Sin City if I can find that page Rum pointed me at. Or work on Gnomes...

Catch you later, cats and kittens!

ETA: oops, I guess the library closes at five, not six! Double oops: I guess Tsiankiio called me back on Tuesday! Heh. Well, I left her another message :) I am going to work on...stuff... I guess, now. The spicy chicken was tasty. Maybe I will call the other girls though. And eat my salad. I am boooooored ;_;

I'm not unhappy, especially. I just wish I had something more exciting to do than I see offered. I am going to try to watch Sin City, I think. I am sure I will like it, I just wish I had someone else to watch it with. I have been thinking about how I wish I had someone to cuddle with but there is no one here :/ I wish that even if I don't have real people around to play with, I had internet people, but it doesn't seem like it is going to happen. And I don't feel like working on any of the stuff I have to work on. I should probably make myself do it regardless :p Meh.

The very idea of pro-ana communities and attitudes makes me want to eat an entire box of ice cream and not excercise! What the hell people! What the hell! I bet you will be excited when you loose about a pound because you teeth fall out when you get scurvy. Fuck. Fuck right the hell off.

What makes me so mad about this is that it is sabotaging the chances of young inexperienced people wth eatoing disorders' chances of gettign help. These people are telling them that they can't recover and that they shouldn't want to. it is also because my brain so completely rejects the kind of self-image issues and delusions that go along with Anorexia and other eating disorders. I can't understand it to begin with, I certainly can't understand why peoplewould promote it.

I would say that this is new new 'Goth', except that I don't know any goths who ever *really* thought it was cool to be clinically depressed :p They just got to wear cool clothes and revel in the morbid.