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I don't knwo what I am going to do tonight. I am going to be home, I know that much. The library closes at five, adn the movie outing has been defrayed until after all the poor suckers who are doing the diving course have done thie balckout training. This is the fun that I am missing out on!

They have been training on various dive stuff all semester, and some of them longer. Tomorrow, the dive staff will fill the pool with exciting, life threatening obstacles. Like balls of monofilament wire, and netting, and... I dunno. Dangerous things that they might potentially encounter in the water. however, if they were to ever actually encounter these things, they would have to turn aroud ;p Now to add to the fun, their masks will be blacked out,. They won't be able to see *anything*! Not only will this be the case while they are swimming, but also when they are getting their equipment on, and when they are getting into the pool. It is basically sensory deprivation diving obstacle course. They only bit of equipment they aren't allowed to have are their knives, which is probably wise. It does sound kind of exciting, in a scary way, and I wish them luck!

But that doesn't solve my 'what should I do tonight' dilemma. It just means I'm not going to see Sin City tonight! I guess, I can finish my taxes, now that I have all the stuff I need. I'm still finding myself really tired a lot. I could read, but I'd probably fall asleep. In fact, I'm thiking I may have a nap anyway, then do my taxes, then read, but I'm open to alternatives (after the nap).

In other news, Black Pheonix has released a month long tribute to the Cthulhu mythos, which can be found here. Some of them look pretty cool, but I am wary of buying things unsniffed, and I have a bunch of swaps and another order all coming to me in the next week or so... Of course, I do like surprises ^-^

I think I am going to go nap, and hopefully dream up some exciting way to deal with Davilas :p I'm sure I'm thinking about this too much, but I can't help it. I don't want to do somethign that will screw up Kalman's ability to be involved in the rest of the campaign, either by getting himself killed, or by getting arrested or something like that (although I Have faith in Julie's ability to figure something out, I'm not sure how much she could justify if I just walked into DA's house and shot him ;). I think the challenge DA to a duel is probably goign to be my best option, since at least then I can do it before he fights Loick... My brain just wasn't built for impulse deciding things that are really important. It very rarely operates in that mode, and never when I want it to :p

Well... that kind of helped.

I went and lay down for a bit. I also closed all the windows and cranked on the airconditioner, consideringh it was waaaay over 80 in here :p Warm = sleepy.

I don't have anything that I want to eat for dinner. I dont' have any thaw meant, so either I have to microwave something, or have fish. I don't really want to do either. I had a late lunch and I am not really hugry. I don't feel like working. I know this is a treick, because the time is zipping by. I am going to make myself go and read some when I am done this update. I will probably make myself some food at some point too. Or else, I will just order something. maybe. But didn't I just say the other day that I was going to try to do better at eating dinner? Meh.

( More irelevant/ireverant whinging within ) I am going to stop now and go and read There and Back Again, A Midwife's Tale My mood is probably not helped by the fact that when I got home, I found out that I missed an important phonecall this morning :(

Retrospective Edit Aftewr ai write this post, I came to realize that a lot of the anxiety I was feelign was ocmp,etely unretaled to the gaming issues, but that I was just directing it there, because it seemed like something I shoudl have more control over. I have started making myself do more work,m and since I've been feelign more productive, I have pretty much stopped even thinking about Diablotin, or at least, stopped worrying so much about what it is I am going to do. Comments people left me here helped, and partly just making myself work more helped.