elanya

I am suddenly very lonely here, and instead of walking home, what I actually want to do is stay here and cry :(

Not that I will...

Tomorrow I meet more people from my program.

I know I will make friends here, but I am slow at it. I take a while to warm up to people, and for them to warm up to me. there is a difference between the kind of friend you can run into and chat with and the kind you invite over (or invites you over) to do things. Those ones take longer. A lonely longer, since I'm living by myself.

And I don't know what to do abot that, either. I need to get furniture and things, but I don't know how since I have no transportation, and I don't know if I can expect local people to be able to deliver if I buy second hand.... Also, I can't get out to look at second hand things.... Even things like a bike, which is pretty much what I would need to take things like dance classes :(

I wish that the club day thing wasn't so far away still... not until September sometime.

Boo.