elanya

I just took a long rather upsetting phone call abouy why my mother is in the hospital again.

She's had cancer for a few years now, and she has a small lesion in her brain. She;ll probably be anoyed at me saying this in a 'public' forum, but I can deal with that. Lately she has been having dizzy spells.... yesterday she fell down the stairs. Today, a friend of hers had to come take her to the hospital, because she couldn't get up the stairs by her self, or remember what she was saying half-way through a sentence, or even really speak coherently. Probably she hadn't eaten all day, and Elsa hadn't been out all day. I have to go out there tomorrow to take care of the dog.

So. I don't know what this means. I don't know if these are going to pass, or when, or anything. I hope that it is just a temporary thing. I will have to wait until tomorrow to find out more. I will try to be optimistic, because that's all I can do.