elanya

Why am I full of Meh. when I shoudl be full of Yaaay!? Did I use all my yay! baking cookies and dancing in the kitchen? Is it because I didn't get to nap to stave off the 'meh'? Is it some kinf of sneaky bee trick? What;'s the deal? I'm going to be late for my dance class, if I even get to go, at this point. I missed it last week too. Why can't I comit to anything anymore? Why am I so poorly organized lately? Why am I so *poor* lately?

Up until about an hour ago, the day was looking to be really great... seeing cool rare people (it's like bird watching,see), being productive (I faxed things to make the student loan people leave me alone for a few months. Maybe it will even work. Also I baked cookies, and I e-mailed David BLack to see if he'd sent my reference.), I had fun (*dance*), but now it is gone... And I just feel tired and lonely. Maybe that will chance when Danielle gets here, or when the girls get back. :(

I think I'm going to go downstairs and listen to tunes again in an effort to regain my yay! I miss it.