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I went to go see LXG with Rob, hazel, and Jodie tonight. That was good. The movie had its meh moments, and I didn't like Mina as a vampire, but it had some really good and really cool scenes too, and many one lines that were at least worth a smile.
Apart from that, though, thigs have been fairly meh. My energy levels have been waaaay below normal. I am contantly tired. Am I not, in fact, anywhere near ready to record my first radio episode. I haven't seen Joel in almost a week, or possibly more, for more than 5 minutes. No Exia tomorrow, I have no idea when we can reschedule it for. Tomorrow, I work from 8-4:30, which is only a problem because I have been so damned tired. Thursday, I work from 7-~3 at Lisa's, then from 3:30 to sometime late, so I will miss Perseity opening. Well, I guess it is only until 7:30, but that is still a damned long day. I may ditch anyway if I can go out with Joel, just because I haven't seen him, but either way I am sure all I'll *really* want to do is sleep, since I work at Lisa's again at 7 on Friday.
I am not overwhelmed, I am just feeling very meh. I am dissapointed, or somethign in myself. I am not really enthusiastic about either of my jobs. I don't hate them, but they are really not very interesting. I am doing it for the money, because I don't have anything else to do.
I had Solo time for Diablotin, which should have helped to un-meh me, but I think mostly that my general meh-ness infected my roleplaying and I am pretty much completely unsatisfied with how I handled most of the scene. I feel like an actor who missed all his cues, and started Act two scene three half way through Act one. Sure maybe gaming is only gaming, but I can't even do that right :p
I have a suspicion that bees may be responsible for my negative attitude, but that doesn't really help. I hope I didn't mooch too much of Matthew's coke, and that the caffeine won't keep me awake. Because now, I am going to sleep.
Oh, Hazel and Jodie, there are a slew of 3 bedroom apartments being advertised in the Gleaner. I could do some calling around tomorrow night or what have you. Should I?
Apart from that, though, thigs have been fairly meh. My energy levels have been waaaay below normal. I am contantly tired. Am I not, in fact, anywhere near ready to record my first radio episode. I haven't seen Joel in almost a week, or possibly more, for more than 5 minutes. No Exia tomorrow, I have no idea when we can reschedule it for. Tomorrow, I work from 8-4:30, which is only a problem because I have been so damned tired. Thursday, I work from 7-~3 at Lisa's, then from 3:30 to sometime late, so I will miss Perseity opening. Well, I guess it is only until 7:30, but that is still a damned long day. I may ditch anyway if I can go out with Joel, just because I haven't seen him, but either way I am sure all I'll *really* want to do is sleep, since I work at Lisa's again at 7 on Friday.
I am not overwhelmed, I am just feeling very meh. I am dissapointed, or somethign in myself. I am not really enthusiastic about either of my jobs. I don't hate them, but they are really not very interesting. I am doing it for the money, because I don't have anything else to do.
I had Solo time for Diablotin, which should have helped to un-meh me, but I think mostly that my general meh-ness infected my roleplaying and I am pretty much completely unsatisfied with how I handled most of the scene. I feel like an actor who missed all his cues, and started Act two scene three half way through Act one. Sure maybe gaming is only gaming, but I can't even do that right :p
I have a suspicion that bees may be responsible for my negative attitude, but that doesn't really help. I hope I didn't mooch too much of Matthew's coke, and that the caffeine won't keep me awake. Because now, I am going to sleep.
Oh, Hazel and Jodie, there are a slew of 3 bedroom apartments being advertised in the Gleaner. I could do some calling around tomorrow night or what have you. Should I?
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If you're worried you didn't handle the scene with Dizon well, rest assured that I think you did just fine. It should not be easy to convince her that something bad is happening, particularly when Kalman himself does not have abundant information about the bad thing. You told her what you thought you should, and she has that information now. If she laughed you off, it's probably mostly because, hey, she's Dizon, and not because you did a bad job of role-playing the scene or something. Besides, once you're all palace guards, you'll have plenty of time to talk to her ;)
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