elanya

Man, I just gave some advice/consolement that I'm afraid isn't going to go over well. I hope that I'm wrong though.

I'm surprisingly tired, considering the things that I've done today. Woke up around 11. did some e-mail and stuff. Had breakfast. Went to the gym... treated myself to lunch and cake at a local cafe. Walked home in the wet (it *is* awful misty out there :p). Started laundry, and chatted online with various folks, mostly Steve and Terry, and also Max and Rum a bit. Made dinner. Watched some tv (gasp! There was nothing going on online. *shrug*). Went to get ice cream with Joel. Did more laundry. And that's it. Why am I so tired, a scant 12 hours after waking up? :o

I've been very surly and short fo patience, as well. Around me, my friends have relationships (not just the romantic ones) that seem to be coming apart. I find myself being resentful and annoyed for stupid things. I'm bored, yet my creativity is being held back. I don't want to work on anything *hard*, like finishing my stories or starting a sewing project (that would also be inconvenient.... no space). I want to sleep, or else, have the whole house to myself and sing loudly and maybe play on my recorder, but I can't. so, meh on everything. meh meh meh. I can't even find any music I really want to listen to. I think I'll just go to bed.