Lack of momentum

[elanya]

I've awoken today with very little drive. I have things I could work on, sure. I could try to master the rolled hem attachment. I could try to get out somehow and get a yardstick or other good straight edge. A long, metal ruler would probably be ideal. I could read some. I could start studying for exams. I could work on my prospectus. I could work on my gnome plot. But I don't want to. I feel starved for real human interaction. Something more than just a five or ten minute conversation in passing. I have no idea when such a thing might hapen. People are all so busy, all the time. They shouldn't be so bad after today, in theory, but they probably have their own plans. I could call people, but I don't even have anything to suggest, really. I'm being a big social coward. Bleah :( I think I will make pancakes. And maybe a cake. I was reading something yesterday about cake on the BPAL forums, and now I want cake.

Maybe I should go look at apartments today. I don't want to spend all day at home, inside... I know that much.