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well... here I am.
I'm back from Carls. It's only ten! what the hell? I'm all sad and dissapoointed. A few people had to leave early, but then, suddenly everyone was leaving, like they were going to turn into pumpkins. I was looking forward to listening to other people and hanging out and stuff... but no.
I feel like I have social blue balls. I got all worked up for something excited, only to have it cut off right in the middle, and come home with nothing. There was talkling, and dinner, and a little more talking, and that was it. People were leaving. So, I left to :/ Carl was surprised, I know. He said it was a record. Someone, I think Sami, made some comment about ours being the lame class. Well, I guess so. I just get out of thre house so rarely for social ocasions. I don't really know why this is bothering me so much.
Tomorrow, Emily is having a party for Sami's birthday, and I kind of want to go, but I'm afraid it will be the same, or that there will even be fewer people there that I am even kind of friends with (i.e. Dina, Katie... Michelle will be gone), as opposed to people who seem nice enough but that i don't really know. If I were more together I would try and finish my thing for dr. Dudley tonight, so I wouldn't have to worry about it at all tomorrow, but it doesn't look like that is going to happen.
There was a set of questions on my exam for Dr. Babits that I didn't really think was fair. I should have said something at the time, but I didn't. But I think I will e-mail him about it. I wonder if that is a good idea or a bad idea.
I feel like I have social blue balls. I got all worked up for something excited, only to have it cut off right in the middle, and come home with nothing. There was talkling, and dinner, and a little more talking, and that was it. People were leaving. So, I left to :/ Carl was surprised, I know. He said it was a record. Someone, I think Sami, made some comment about ours being the lame class. Well, I guess so. I just get out of thre house so rarely for social ocasions. I don't really know why this is bothering me so much.
Tomorrow, Emily is having a party for Sami's birthday, and I kind of want to go, but I'm afraid it will be the same, or that there will even be fewer people there that I am even kind of friends with (i.e. Dina, Katie... Michelle will be gone), as opposed to people who seem nice enough but that i don't really know. If I were more together I would try and finish my thing for dr. Dudley tonight, so I wouldn't have to worry about it at all tomorrow, but it doesn't look like that is going to happen.
There was a set of questions on my exam for Dr. Babits that I didn't really think was fair. I should have said something at the time, but I didn't. But I think I will e-mail him about it. I wonder if that is a good idea or a bad idea.
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