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posted by [personal profile] elanya at 12:11pm on 02/11/2005
A good day for me so far, although I haven't left my house :o I don't have class until 2, and I like it that way! It gives me more time to myself in the morning, and I can get more dione during the hours I have free. I got up around 8:30, puttered online briefly, washed dishes, and swept my floor. Thed I got dressed. I like my outfit. I'm wearing my brown hemp wrap pants, with the legs tied low (about mid-calf), with a tight, off-white longsleeve T under a baggy beige t-shirt with blue lettering , and with beige almost-knee-high socks. I've got an offwhite scarf as a belt, andmy bluish-laboradorite pendant as accessories, and then blue nailpolish (left over from Hallowe'en). I think it works, anyway :) hair is up with my wooden hairstick thingy, but with a piece left down in the back. That was actually an accident, but *shrug*, I'll leave it :D

I was doing readings for Landscape (I'm mostly done them... again I marvel at how much longer it takes me to get through my France readings than anything else), and it made me think some more about things that have been onmy ind lately. I think I am more comfortable with, and conscious of, my independance and individuality because of my experience in cadets. The enforced conformity there showed me that I can get along, and such, in that kind of environment, but that i don't need to. I am comfortable in my own skin. I am comfortable not following mainstream fashion and not having mainstream hobbies and interests. I can still get along fine with people who do. I really really like being me.

I thought I would have more to say there, but I think that's abut it. I just like being me. Even the things that I stress about and upset me.. I still like myself. I have a pretty damned good life, and I'm generaly feeling pretty positive today :) This may change when I have to write my France paper tonight ;)

Anyway, I am going to go finish readings now, but I will be back online before class to skim some other bits that are only avaliable via the internest, so perhaps I will talk to people then.

Peace, my lovelies, you are all such wonderful folk!
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